Fight 5 Days Ago

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Once again, we start up with some bullshit. You tell me you're gonna ignore me because you didn't like something I said. We go back and forth, and I finish with:

"I don't even know why you're ignoring me. This is so fucking stupid. U were saying something but I interrupted because I was talking to M. I ask what u were gonna say & now I'm punished with u ignoring me? If u don't want to communicate just fucking say that. These games are fucking childish bruh."

Of course, that ignites your ire, and you call me yelling. You end up telling me to leave you alone and don't call you anymore. In my mind, I say I am so tired of this shit. I'm done!! You got it. I WON'T call you again. 

The next morning, I text you the usual morning greeting, "HappyRisinglove." I really did to see if you would reply. If you didn't reply, I'd know you really meant that shit. If you did reply, I'd feel like you can't let go anymore than I can.

It was 5 minutes after my text that I received your response: "Happy Rising love."

We're still connected. I start my day feeling good.

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